Life

Well my life has changed a lot over the last couple of months. First I became an aunt and then on the 14th of December we lost my grandpa. It still hasn't clicked that he will never step foot in this house again and I won't be waken up in the middle of the night by the old western shows he used to watch. I know that he's in a much better place now though. I have a feeling that my life isn't quite finished changing this time. Tomorrow my best friend will be leaving to go to school so far away....just when I think everything is going well with us...something happens and it feels like we take a couple steps back. But I will not give up. Started school again on Wed...I wasn't ready to start but I did...maybe this quarter will be a better one for me! we'll just have to see!